Been AWOL. Didn't really feel like jinxing myself. So only a brief note.
Tested by hot
6dp5dt. LSP. I have developed a new acronym for women like me who test too early. Little skinny positive. It happens when there is just a hint of a line.
8dp5dt BFP well just a little more noticeable from day before.
9dp5dt. bFP using digital. It came up in less than a minute
10dp5dt. Beta #1. 181
Still worried. have cramps that come and go. Last time beta doubled then two days later it all went wrong. No migraine this time. Maybe that is a good thing
Go for beta #2 tomorrow am. Hoping beyond hope . Just trust in the odds. Something is bound to work this time.